Monday, May 5, 2008

Everyone is so busy doing something for their java project except me. I can still have time blogging. I felt that I can't do a single thing. I also don't wish to do anything. So tired and pissed looking at all the codes.

There is this "somebody" I can't really stand her. She is like so noisy and rugged. Thinking that she dominate everyone. The way she walks is like everyone is looking at her thinking she is freaking pretty. Actually she is not.

She does things in her way and expects everyone to follow suit. Speak super loudly and somehow has this threathening attitude. Wear like a lady but act like a crazy. I wonder what has the world became.

At work, there is also this girl who only knows how to refill water for the customer and do things slow 12 bits! The moment I see her, I see red almost immediately! Busy times, can't find her! Is like what the hell!? What else can she do other then refilling water?

Ha! Feel like an old woman grumbling grumbling grumbling... Feeling so down. Plus all the projects giving me so much pressure! Being in a group of experts in coding makes me feel worst then ever!

YongHow asked me a very good question as in "Why would I want to join Navy?" Thinking about this question I found my reason. Being being smart in the uniform, what else can I do? Having this Diploma is equal to none.

I have no interest in doing IT and Business jobs. 8am-5pm everyday doing office work!? No sunshine, NO LIFE at all! I will be dead facing computer everyday just like what I am doing for these 3 years! Coding coding and still coding!!!!

If to say I'm feeling bad, I can't be compared to "him". He's worst then me. Feeling so hurt inside that no one can help. People around him can only console and that's all. "He" need lots of time. '

I can say "he" did a lot for "his her" or should I say "his ex-her". Imagine, "he" just remove the bone for "her". Ahyea... never mind.

Hmm... That's all folk