Goodness mine... I feel terrible now. The stupid weather defeated me. *Cough Cough* This week is a horrid week. Imagine being the only service crew for the night shift. There is 2 usually. LOL!

The only crew who is sick and strengthless. Need to clear, serve, set tables, take orders, do all closings.... It's kind of shitty feeling. Miserable. I have never encountered such a irresponsible colleague in my whole entire life of 19 years.

No notice just disappeared from work. What kinda nonsense is that? Anyway, this is his last week.

Sandy is leaving also. Everyone is leaving, leaving us to run manna like as if we are working in hell and being paid miserably.

There are many projects on hand yet I have no idea of what to do next. Is it cause my members are all doing? Or everyone is slacking? Or last minute rush out the project? Codings.. How to rush?

Meeting up my girlfriends on 12 june. Their boyfriends are invited as well. First time to have such a outing. Quite interesting and fresh. Though I'm single but I will sure enjoy seeing my girlfriends with their another halfs... hahaha!! Looking forward :D

Cya girls.....

11 may.

It is mother's day to most people. I left work happily but my day ends in super sucky. My parents sent my baby to my uncle's house at around 8pm+. Won't be back with me anymore.

My sis got the asthmatic cough thus unable to keep him anymore. On the way home, my grandma say how bad how bad he is (naughty, aggressive...) But to me, he is my dear. My life...

Images of him kept flashing though my mind. I thought he's with my uncle and I can bear to leave him as I can get to see him again. I'm wrong.. My tears just fell as we part for less than 5 mins.

I guess I will be moody these few days. I wonder If he eat well. Sleep well. I miss him badly. Sorry Baby... Is not mummy don't want you.. Mummy loves you.

What a bad day...

Today is such a tiring day as usual. Monday is a long day, thursday is a early day. Feel like dozing off in th e lab now. Tonight still have to work at 6pm. Then Friday is a off day for me. One more day to go.

Well, I can't really know who are true who are faking. They seems to be good with you in front of you. But say something which are super unfair and demoralizing to you. Be it in front or at your back. But I still cannot accept it in anyway.

Perhaps, there is none in this world is worthy to trust. Boyfriends/Girlfriends may leave you, Friends might backstab you. Maybe parents can be trusted. But sometimes, they will demoralize you at times.

I think one should depend on oneself instead of trusting a second party. After so much have happened, I really feel so dejected about human's relationship. I can't understand why humans can hurt humans. Aren't they one of the same kind?

Well, that's human nature. Fight for status, money, this and that. WHAT'S SO NICE TO FIGHT ABOUT? Compare Compare, Win Lose... Is that everything about life and living on earth?

Everyone is so busy doing something for their java project except me. I can still have time blogging. I felt that I can't do a single thing. I also don't wish to do anything. So tired and pissed looking at all the codes.

There is this "somebody" I can't really stand her. She is like so noisy and rugged. Thinking that she dominate everyone. The way she walks is like everyone is looking at her thinking she is freaking pretty. Actually she is not.

She does things in her way and expects everyone to follow suit. Speak super loudly and somehow has this threathening attitude. Wear like a lady but act like a crazy. I wonder what has the world became.

At work, there is also this girl who only knows how to refill water for the customer and do things slow 12 bits! The moment I see her, I see red almost immediately! Busy times, can't find her! Is like what the hell!? What else can she do other then refilling water?

Ha! Feel like an old woman grumbling grumbling grumbling... Feeling so down. Plus all the projects giving me so much pressure! Being in a group of experts in coding makes me feel worst then ever!

YongHow asked me a very good question as in "Why would I want to join Navy?" Thinking about this question I found my reason. Being being smart in the uniform, what else can I do? Having this Diploma is equal to none.

I have no interest in doing IT and Business jobs. 8am-5pm everyday doing office work!? No sunshine, NO LIFE at all! I will be dead facing computer everyday just like what I am doing for these 3 years! Coding coding and still coding!!!!

If to say I'm feeling bad, I can't be compared to "him". He's worst then me. Feeling so hurt inside that no one can help. People around him can only console and that's all. "He" need lots of time. '

I can say "he" did a lot for "his her" or should I say "his ex-her". Imagine, "he" just remove the bone for "her". Ahyea... never mind.

Hmm... That's all folk