I am really so tired about everything. Really sick and tired honestly. Still I'm still appearing as cheerful as ever. I wonder why.

Used to love to work a lot. Now? Hmm... A bit of tireness of it. But will continue working. Why do I feel that way? Is it cause of any reason? I don't really know it myself.

Working with some people is fun but, emotions and attitude will change depends on who is working be it in service, kitchen or where ever. Haiz.. will still work as per normal.

I have got the urge to cut my hair, but I can't bear to part with my long hair. Oh dear will surely cry to death. Goodness mine...

Nothing special about me recently. I'm not any special person anyway just I am who I am. :D

Feeling rather moody. Don't have any mood to joke or talk or even smile.

Went for NUS guitar Concert. It was like only 40mins. Played many unknown pieces to me... :( If I were to say if I enjoyed, I think I don't even know. No feelings cause my mind is occupied by other problems.

Through out the whole concert, my mind is thinking about how to help my 2 besties. Headache... Today taking BTT. And nothing seems to be in my head. Wonder can I get through. So many things happen recently. Don't wish to think about it anymore.

Friday going out with Joanne, Jia En, Weili to sentosa. Used to go there to see Shuai Ge(s) but now, no interest anymore. Go there to play wholeheartedly just for MYSELF... :DDD

Tuesday, going KBox with Gan ma, Lao ma, Weili... hahaha.. Looking forward to all these outing soon. Member's Dinner tonight at Orchid Country Club. No idea what to wear. Sian....

Hate all these dinner thingy!!!

Oh gosh.. No posts for 4 days! Seems like no interesting thing happen to me recently. What have I been doing is Swim, Work, Sleep, Eat, Joke... Nothing much.

Haha.. When back to GC le, but seems like there I have drifted apart from those whom I used to be close with. No sense of belonging there? Cannot really say that.. Unexplainable actually.

Guitar skills is growing from bad to worst. The one and only piece I knew, I have already forgotten it. Bothersome... Bad memory! GOSH!!! I have got no time to practise also.

Work and Swimming already taken more than half of my time. Plus, taking BTT this Friday and seems like nothing about driving is in my head. WORRIED!! CANNOT FAIL....!

Headache... Seems like some of my friends around me is having some problems. Worried for them. But what can I do for them? Just lend a listening ear.... Feel so sorry.

Anyway... whatever it is, I will be there for them if I can. :D

Don't ever think Love meant the whole world to us. It's ok to be without love as there is no everlasting love out there. Most guys cannot be trusted,though not all.

I have learn to depend on myself and not put hope in any guy. This makes me feel happier. I'm sure most people will too! LOVE hurts!!! I really mean it...

Manna seems to be the second home to me beside school. Most of the time I will be in Manna. Quite a nice place though.

Enjoy working. But sometimes, will feel rather tired. Sometimes things can be done fast. Which I like most!! Sometimes nope. Everything left undone.

I can endure things to be done slow, due to my impatientness. I must get things done ASAP. If you don't do, I will do. Completion makes me satisfied.

In this service line, serving customers is the main priority. We got to provide good service to them. We also wanna good service to us. Treat them like how we want to be treated.

Being in the customer service line, got to be exposed to many kinds of customers. Friendly, weirdo, demanding, impatient.. We learnt many tactics to deal with them.

The most importantly, do not take their criticism to heart. We represent the company. So any unhappiness, they will come shouting at you. It really affects our mood sometimes. But what to do? ENDURE....

No office job for me in future. I want to get a job that can keep me active. Not sitting in front of computer 24 7. :D

Next week going out to celebrate Weili and Joanne's belated birthday at Sentosa... It should be fun. Jia En, Me, Weili and Joanne only... HAHA!

The week after next.. Me, Weili and Lao ma will be going out. OH.... to KBox. Hip wor!! Surprise that Lao ma will actually ask us out. Anyway... Relaxation for us!

The rest of the time is booked by my dearest son, Baby. Not much time for him. SORRY!!! I got to spent some time with him. Miss him LOTS!! MUACKZ

Relationship is really a bothersome stuff. It's complicated and also can hurt others a lot. Yes, it can b envious that when you see couples so lovely. But who knows, they have their own problems.

Can anyone wait for the other party of like 2 years or so? When he/she has not been contacting you, neither any news from him/her? No promises is made. Is ok, willing to wait? Fine....

But after all these waiting, suddenly this person whom you are waiting gave you a shock out of your life, misunderstands you. How would you feel? It's devastating! Rotten person is all I can think of to describe that person.

If he/she wants to argue that the other waiting party changed heart by having relationships with others. Why don't he/she thinks about the other person? She needs a shoulder to lie on. When you are nowhere to be seen. How can they blame others and not themselves?

I can feel for her. Being accused by someone you deeply loved. The pain is indescribable. Once it did happened to me. But now, love is nothing to me anymore. Perhaps hurt has numb my feelings.

Time can heal everything but not a broken hearted. Especially love. I hope that this friend of mine will be strong and since she got the answer she waited for 2 years. It's time to realise that he is not worthwhile of her waiting. Let go of him...

I just want to concentrate on being myself and my swimming. I don't want to be like those girls that yearn to have a white horse prince cause it's not realistic. Love is never so simple. It's also a waste of time.

I have got enough hurt. Now I am not going to torture myself with all these hurts but to enjoy single hood as much as I like. :)

Meet up with my aunties and uncles, they will definitely ask if I'm attached. I can say to them: " I don't need any guy. " OMG... How will they react? I'm gonna be a career minded lady in future!! That's my aim.

Haiz.... Feeling bored in this course. Don't have any interest to continue it any further. I want to join the navy. I bet I can never survive sitting in an office in front of the computer. That's not my interest.

I would like to have a job that can travel around or having outdoor activities. Lifeguard, Navy... Seems to suit me more. Regretted taking this course. Can I change course? That's a waste of time and money...

What should I do?

Yesh... Finally, today went for swim once again. Addicted to swimming! Instructor make me swim like OMG lots of laps and I'm not tired at all!! HAHAHA... I love it! After that went for guitar..

Officially pronounced DEAD. Not cause of swimming, but is guitaring. I forgot the only piece that I'm super proud with! Never mind.. I have not touch guitar for like a very long time. Cannot blame myself also. I have no talent in music.. :D

I'm pronounced dead is due to not being able to play as well as others. Sit there doing nothing feel so stressed up. I cannot always depend on them teaching me. I have got to learn by myself and also practise if I wanna.

Anyway.. Today went to manna to wait for Weili and Uncle to off from work then went home together. Although there are unpleasant events that happened to me in manna, it is still the place I'm more comfortable to be in.

Have clicks like: Lao ma (Kate), Papa(Yong How), Joanne, Weili, Auntie Teo, Auntie Chew, Da ma(Jia En), Gan Ma(Sandy), Hui Wen and Uncle... Hope I never miss anyone out. :) They are those whom I can talk to. Nice People!! :P So life at manna is fun.

Misunderstood someone close to me recently for 2 days. I feel really bad... Luckily Weili did clarify with her so that we knew we are in the wrong. Else I guess we are still ignoring the wrong person. So Sorry.....

Manna business today was horrible. 3 tables in the afternoon, 4 tables at night. A total of 7 tables in a day?! Monday blues.. Anyway, Today was a relax and smoothing day for me. Nothing much happen.

After chatting with Aunti Chew, a kitchen in charge, I learnt a lot from her. Like how to protect myself as a girl. Also got to know many things in manna. I really respect her a lot. *Salute* Her prediction of people is also quite accurate.

Sandy gan ma, helped her to buy ingredients at the NTUC. Some stuffs were wrongly purchased haha she never blame me. Supper was on her too. MOS Burger. OMG!! SUPPER.. Going for a swim tomorrow!

Yesterday, Lao ma kept me in bar. She asked me to stay in the bar counter as there are not really many customers. She says she wants me to learn bar. Although Weili, Aunti Teo and me knew the actual reason her her to do so. Thanks her a lot for taking care of me.

To me, Lao ma is really a responsible and nice manager. She knows her work well and also will help even though she can sit back and just foresee the restaurant. If we do our job well, she will be nice to us. We just do our job well so she won't be put in a difficult position. :D

Tomorrow's service staffs : Weili and me. Everything will go well for us in terms of work. We can be the best partners. Cooperate with one another makes things to be done effective and efficient. Hope nothing will destroy our mood in anyway.

It really makes me ponder on my personality much after what some people used words to criticise me. I admit I'm not one perfect person. Anyway NO ONE IS PERFECT. Ok, I will change my attitude. But not for the seek of pleasing anyone. But just for myself.

Positive criticism I will accept and will strive to change into a better person. However, my character is implanted into me since young. Like it or not, that's me!

Ran 4km in half an hour from Sentosa Siloso Beach to Palawan Beach to Tanjong Beach back to Palawan then Siloso. Ranked top 200 and got a certificate :D. I am not satisfied in this achievement. I knew I could do better.

I never jog all the way. I did stop and walk for like a few steps. However, it was rather an experience for me as it's the first time participating in a Charity Run. 'Run For Hope' is organised to raise funds for cancer patients and hope that a cure can be found for cancer.

I woke up 445am in the morning to prepare myself for the run. I'm super excited! Now, muscles are aching. But still, I enjoyed it like I have never enjoy anything before. What motivated me is that, A one legged man participated in the race as well.

If he can complete this 4km race why can't we? We have the advantage of completing it faster and more relaxed than he is. I will want to participate in this kinda events again. Not only we are doing our bits for charity we can also exercise! Healthy.

Wondering why I have not update my blog for at least 2 days? I was busy and in a bad mood state as well.. At last the feeling of blogging is back. Lucky, else I'm gonna get scolded for not updating. :X

Firstly, let me relate why I'm in a bad mood. It goes like this. I was watching my VCD on my laptop, this irritating girl just don't wanna go to sleep having knowing that she has to be awake at 6am.

So I asked her to get to sleep and watch it on Saturday else I'm gonna return the VCD. She just started CRYING and make up a BIG FUSS! Then came this super unreasonable guy, knowing that he will definitely give side to that girl I don't wish to explain any further to him.

All right, he could have asked her to sleep and ignore her crying. But he didn't. He keep persisting on knowing what she wants. So this carry on for at least 10mins. Ok, finally he knows what she wants. So he asked me to hand it over to him.

I simply refused as I don't wanna give to to her just because she abused her authority of being the youngest. So I snatched back my VCD. So my mum came. She too wanna me to give in. This time I flare up, still I refused and I have no intention of giving in to any one of them!

So we got into a big argument. End up I told them that I will never give in to her just because she cries. Till now, I don't think I'm at fault seriously. So we have a cold war for like half a day with my mum and cold war with my dad and sis till now.

That's the way I am. I gotta be stern and make them realise that I'm a grown up and never will I live according to how they wanna me to if I think they are wrong. I admit I did changed a lot be it stubborn or whatever. I have got my stand and thinking.

He bought my favourite colourful moon cake and roasted duck. As apology? Nope I won't accept. Unless he realise he is at fault. I don't demand a verbal apology. I just hope he can knocked some sense into their brain. I don't wish the same thing to happen once more.

Put a full stop to that matter. Next up is... I went back to GC. I just sat there listening to how they play. I cannot catch up with them. I have not practise for a long time. So feeling like as if I'm in a strange place. :(

I'm gonna train my body up. I'm planning to get a cert for life saving. Sports is the only area which I think I'm able to pick up reasonably fast. Especially swimming. This is what I'm like since young. My parents sent me to many lesson. But none of them I stayed for long. Only swimming I learn for like 2 years.

Went sentosa on Thursday with my 6 years buddy, Weili. We crap a lot especially Weili, getting high by herself. Haha... All right, we spent $12.80 just to scare ourselves. HEE... 4D magix, the effects are unpredictable. But the storyline is OMG and the during is super short 15mins, make no sense at all. Disappointed, but overall it's worth having an experience.

After that, We have got no other program so we took red line double deck bus than transfer to single deck red line bus, then to blue line. The most interesting part is on the blue line bus:

We were relaxing ourselves listening to songs with my w850i. This bee came flying pass us for several times. OMG another 4D magix uh...? We were both scared out of our wits. Especially me, afraid of insects the most! So we hurried down the bus. hahahaahahah!!!

Weili got this craving for Galare's salad. So we headed back to Sembawang as I'm working at 6pm. Guess what?? We happily chatted about some hokkien phrases. And we missed Douby Ghat station. Weili insisted that we are still in the right track. And asked me to trust her.

We alight at Little India when I insisted that we have already missed the train. Gotta wait for another 5mins as the train's door closed just in front of us! *smack* :'( And we took some pictures while waiting. Thanks ar Weili...!!!

We also thought of setting up a "Single Club". It's for all singles to join. Then we will have outings organised and through this the can have interaction with opposite sex. Their membership will be terminated if they are attached. However, if they broke up, they are welcome to join us back.

As the heads of the club, Weili and I got to pledge to remain single and cannot date any guys. HAHA... We are career minded women who don't need men to support us. We are independent!! HAHAHA COOL...

Now, working time... Today's sales was ok. Not too relax not too busy. Time pass really fast. Jia En Joanne Mandy and I cracked jokes. Mandy and Jia En just got engrossed with drawing Jia En's friend birthday card. Cute drawing by Mandy. *impressed*

I don't if it's a curse or whatsoever, the last customer is most of the time the blacks. Not being racist!! Papa always see blacks entering, he will say "last table liao!" hahaha!! Today... The last table is none other than the black. HAHAHA!!! Jia En jumped with joy for sure :D

Jia En used papa hair style to ask Mandy to sketch her friend HAHA! Her description for his hair style is also SUPER humorous. "BIAN BIAN de hair" HAHAHAHAHAH!!! How can say my papa like this *"SOB"* :P

I made this manna guy apology to me COOL! It goes like this:
the check got imprint somehow from the previous check. I think he has no common sense. It's so obvious that that order was invalid. He still grumble to my uncle that whatever I have written cannot be seen properly. My uncle ask me to write proper. I stood up for myself asking which order cannot be seen clearly. He still dare to show me. All right I just say THIS IS INVALID AND I DEMAND AN APOLOGY. So he apologised. Don't think I can get bullied easily!!

Who ask him to treat those Kitchen staff especially aunties. No sense of respect and responsibility at all! Joanne and Mandy help to "revenge" by writing the order SUPER BIG!! Small he complain, now big still he complain! AHYO!!! Anyway, have fun working today!

All right this should be all.. After so much of reading enjoy some pictures to have a better picture of what I have been through. :D



This setting is made by papa for my staff meal.




This is what I cooked. Not bad tasting.




4D magix!!




In theatre without the 4D specs.




With specs




The station we overshot to




While waiting for 5 mins

Wah... Papa, my die heart fan for my blog. Press so many times of 'f5' now got a new post for you to read le ba... (>.<) Thanks for your support I will Jia you de. :D

Another working day for me. But today is very special. Weili, Papa, Jia En aka Da ma, and Me got super duper high today at around 8plus to 9pm. Papa knocked off at 9pm while the 3 of us at 10pm.

Da ma cooked green bean soup with sweet potato. So sweet and nice.. YUM YUM!! Wonder what medicine she put make us all so high. Papa made my staff meal for me! The settings were OMG... Cute, but I forgot to take picture of it! What a waste!!! Gotta ask him to make once more.

We have this laughing sickness as papa kept making us laugh with his CMIAC (Cannot Make It Acting Cute) voice. So I kept laughing and cannot stop. All these ended when papa left manna. And he did not made a good ending. He gave me a big shocked by shouting behind me suddenly.

Bought green apples to manna to share with everyone. Than this china guy cut a bird out of 1 apple. Shall show you the picture later on. Requires lots of patient and attention. I can never have such patient.

3 Hours break tomorrow. Wonder what can I do. Sianz..........

It has been a long time since I went for guitar practise. Kelvin, Kenneth and Hui Wen asked me to go back. Still till now, I have not been back for a single practise. Opps, will get a big scolding from them :'(

To what I know, they are going to learn my favourite piece... Canon In D... Wooooo!! But I will be having difficulty learning it for sure. I have not master any piece except for the "13 days to France". OMG.. I have not touch my guitar for a long time. Stress! Haha...

Thursday, will be going to explore sentosa with weili. I will want to try the new 4D magix. Looks rather happening. Also will be celebrating Joanne's birthday there the week after next. Planning it all on Thursday! :D Might not e able to go for sun tanning as I'm working at 6pm. :(

Yeah... My dad is now looking for a suitable area to move to YESH!! My long awaiting dream is going to be fulfilled.. New house, NEW ROOM, OWN ROOM! I will definitely decorate it to my satisfactory!

Decorate it to make it so princessly! Baby pink wall, nice pinky princess curtain, pretty furniture. All in PINK PINK PINK!!! No poster on my wall please! S.H.E's stuffs to be displayed in a collection cabinet! WOO.... Wonderful! I don't care if it's costly ( dad will be paying :P) All I want is a comfort and pleasant lovely room of my own.

Yesterday, just started watching Ren Wo Ao You. It makes me so envious of their body! It boosts my determination to diet! Also craving for swimming now! I want to get new swim suit as well! Will go for a swim soon! Tuesday to Sunday excluding Thursday = Swimming time plus Gymming time! Yuppi..............!!!!!

All right.. This is a nice day after all.

It's just not my day today. This day, begins with me being cheerful and craps a lot. But it ended with me not feeling right at all.. It all happens at manna at around 8 plus??? It's kinda em brasses to state in details. But I just gotta take it as a lesson learnt.

I wonder why do I have this kinda body shape, some thinks it's a good thing. But to me it's rather annoying. Big bum, big every way. I simply hate it seriously. Wonder what do guys fancy in such disgusting shape in any other girls. So unbalanced!

I really thanks Hui Wen, Joanne, Weili, Lao ma and those who are there to make me feel better, kinda protect me and also accompany me. Although Joanne tense and scare me, but I know her intention is good. She's trying to make me feel better.

Hui Wen, helped me to put the plates into the kitchen as she knew that I don't wish to get in there. Weili, helped me to take revenge. Lao ma, is there to keep a watch out. Haha can see I'm protected 360 degree. Thanks them lots. Love them even more!

Once I thought that I wanna be a strong woman and independent. But now I realise how vulnerable I am. I must strive to be stronger and also stand by for myself. At least no need to depend on GUYS.

Today's service crew are all fantastic partners to me. Hui Wen, Joanne, Weili, Me. All are so cooperative and I don't even have any sign of tiredness. It's not the case if my service partners are some slackers. No name mentioning. :) This marks the end of the night's "happenings".

I wonder why some parents cannot take control of their OWN kids? Don't they know basic mutual respect for others? So what if their kids are still young? Isn't teaching begins while they are young? It's never an excuse for being young and ignorant!

This particular customer I have encountered this afternoon is a very good example of how "good" their teaching is =.=""" :

I was taking their orders. This particular kid around 3 yrs of age, I cannot figure if he/she is a boy or girl. Keep on touching me. Touching is ok, but touching the wrong place. Not once not twice but for the whole ordering process! Don't the parent know my discomfort? I have shown my discomfort super obviously! I wonder if they have any common sense.

All right never mind, that kid kept dropping the spoon on the floor, the mother can simply ask the father not to pick it up! Come on, so what you are in a restaurant? Shouldn't they be teaching their kid basic table manners and courtesy? Kinda rude. However, she apologised for the very last dropping. So I think I shouldn't be pursuing the matter anymore.

Now no more unhappy matters. Hmm.. Today I got to work with my uncle for the first time. The way he work is a little humorous. So it does makes me giggle to myself as I'm thinking back. HEE...

Everyone has the same comment for him. ' He looks fierce! ' haha.. His non-smiling face is the reason for the comment haha!!! Having got to know him better in future, they will realise he's not that fierce after all. :D Hope he enjoys this job!

Being so blur, I left my wallet in manna. Only realise till when I was about to tap to get in to the MRT. Luckily, Lao Ma is still outside manna. Else got to walk home. :P Next week although I'm working for 6 days. But only 1 FULL shift = Monday. The other day is 6-10pm even Saturday and Sunday. What am I suppose to do in the morning??? Off day is only on Wednesday.

Next Sunday will surely be a hectic day for me. Gotta be positive and pray hard that business for that day will not go ROARssss... Just manageable crowd will do. Hoping to work with my best partners once again... And more schedules for me during this term break!!!

Manna business is getting better.. Kinda crowded today. Feel rather tired. Today I went novena (Velocity) to shop. This new balance sport shoe caught my eye. I feel that it was rather attractive, so I tried on it..

The sales person who entertained me was also not quite bad looking. Speaks fluent English, attitude is also not bad. Haha... After like trying for less than 5 mins, I confirm buying that particular pair of shoe. $125, almost half of 1 month's salary gone.

Then, Tony and friends came to look for me at Orchard. The time was like 445pm. And I have got work at 630pm. And guess what? I was late!! Lucky Lao Ma didn't give me a scolding. Haha!! :P They went orchard with me to do nothing. So sat at long john chit chat. Bo liao hor... :D

At night, Tony called me to have a chat. He asked me for advise for counselling and advice. It's family matter so I think I can only advice but cannot help much. All we can do is to be positive. So gotta be cheerful at all time :)

I have got a bad tummy at 450am! Till now, gotta run to toilet after eating even just small snacks... I wonder what has happened to my tummy clearing my fats?? I have a weird system, can don't release for more than a week not constipation once release cannot stop... Hope this can help me lost litle weight. :D

Thanks to My mum, waked me up early in the morning. Thinking of visiting my Grandma, but in the end I got to stay at home to wait fo rmy sis to be back at 10am. In the end I waited till 930am and Mum is still not back. Sis is also coming back. Haiz...

I called my mum and hint her to buy lunch. But she don't seems to get my hint and ask me if I wanna cook. What can I say? Haiz... So i just cook lor! FIRST TIME cook sia!!! make a mess in the kitchen... Overall my rating for myself out of 10 is.. 10!! hahah!!

I don't even cook my own instant noodle lei... So what can you expect from me? Guess what did I cook??? hmm.... Microwave hot dog, noodle and soup (crab meat, hot dog, picnic ham) and fried egg. YEA all well done and taste also not too bad arh... FANTASTIC... See how smart can I be? :P

My mum is gonna scream at me when she got home! Mess up the whole kitchen. Poor me, I cut myself when washing that stupid knife.

All right.. Let's talk about yesterday shopping trip with Jia En and Weili.. Reached home at 11pm wor. Jia En, spent money like running water can fight with Weili. hee! All right, Jia En also bought us to toy museum. See a lot of old fasion toys.... :)

Then go eat cake.. OMG.... CAKE sia unbelieveable??? I ate cake when I wanna go on diet! ahyo... Ate Pasta for dinner.. CREAMY chicken somemore.... Never mind gotta exercise to burn up all the fats... =D

Watch movie.. Ratatouille (hopefully got the spelling right) It's about the rat that have a very sensitive sense of smell and how it became a well known cook. Haha and after watching I got to cook my own lunch :'( Overall rating for the movie was okok 6 out of 10. Can consider watching, It does inspire me somehow, but lack of climax only..

Never work today what an I do sia!! Sian... I request for more schedule next week. Lao ma, wanna put me in the kitchen as dishwasher. >.<

Yea, maybe drag my mum go shopping with me later to get my sport shoes!!! HEE hee... These are some pictures I took today with my dear son and also my Zhi Lian photo. I have got 2 son.. Leslie (brown and white) and baby (white with brown poker dots).

My schedule for this week is really so little!!! What am I suppose to do during those spare time I have? GOODNESS... Time is really hard to pass. Will be sick if I continue to stay unactive during this holiday!

I know it's hard to plan schedule fo rso many people. It has been hard on Kate, my Lao Ma. But I put anytime anyday lei.. And I got like schedule only on tue fri sat sun? From which only 2 full shift? What can I say? Just disappointed.

I hate staying at home! It's not that I am unable to get along with my family. Just that I am super bored! Nothing to do. All I can do is sit, eat, daydream.. Isn't it a waste of time?

Got accompany from my dear son, Baby. But surely need sleep and rest time for him. He's too violent during his play time so I gotta avoid playing with himas kinda discipline for him. So what can I do at home?

Thinking of shopping. Problem... Where to shop? What to shop? Who to shop with? Ahyo!!! Headache... Singapore is so small! I cannot just possibly get my passport and get out of Singapore to shop right? Friends are also busy. Alone is boring!

Surfing net is getting more and more boring! Nothing to surf at all! Wonder why people can just get stucked in front of computers for hours or even sacrifice their precious sleep! Gaming is a way no No NO thing for me. I get cannot stand sitting there and play game. No game can ever make me stay glued to it. The most time I can spent on gaming is 5 mins....

Listening to songs? ARGH.. get bored listening to it. Especially when my mood is just not right! HAHA... What else? Sleep?? eh... Cannot get to sleep when the timing is not right. Hard to please ar??? Haha that's me. I get bored easily but very hard to please at the same time. What to do?? :(

Uh ha....!!! Back from camp. Seriously, I do feel very very proud of my group and also myself! HAHA.. We WALKED 30 clicks= 30KM for 12+hours. And is really pure walking from 10pm to 1045am the next day.

It's really tired and sleepy for most of us. We persevere on and on and on. Some wanted to give up, still we managed to carry on with them grumbling all along the way. Hmm.. they are just too tired.

Our legs are aching and still we have got to move on to get to our destination. It was a very good experience for us. Seeing night life of Singapore and also some memorial places. All these is what I have never ever seen till expedition. Great opener for me!

During the walk, yes I feel tired but I have never wanted to give up. I just want to reach our last checkpoint as fast as possible. This is the first journey out of the 5 years of expedition I had, that I have never took a ride from the safety vehicle and complete ALL 14 checkpoints! Praise me.. :D

What's most important is that I'm with a self-motivated team. Good job everyone! Now let me tell u all the checkpoints... ( you might not know the place too)

1st: BB HQ (beside Great World City)
2nd: Muhd Sultan Rd
3rd: Fort Canning
4th: Macdonalds House
5th: War memorial
6th: Padang
7th: Hong Lim Park
8th: Sri Mariamman Temple
9th: Tanjong Pagar Railway Station
10th: SCDF 1st Div HQ
11th: Cold Storage-Jelita
12th: Police Kins Training Camp
13th: Old Fort Factory
14th: Fajar Secondary School

From checkpoint 9 onwards.. The road is named as endurance route.. Why? Cause the route is super long and also "never ending" Can you imagine the feeling of a combination of tiredness, aching in your legs and sleepiness plus walking a never ending road?? COOL man!!

Come come... Let me relate to you my feelings!!! XD I am super energetic when I started off walking.. Then I was almost turned off at around 130am but still I'm not tired just sleepy.. After which, I got super energetic again around 3am. My tiredness came only during the endurance route. My muscle started to ache. Still I carry on with some grumbling of course.

Yeah... When I reached the last checkpoint, for the past 4 years of experience, I lay flat and went into a deep deep sleep. But this year super super different! I'm still so energetic that I can still joke around! Still as hyper as I used to be. Madness!

Everyone is like super dead.. I'm the last WOMAN standing!!! hahah... For my team, guy got tired faster then my girls.. And is the girls and some guys wanted to carry on. And is some guys had the thoughts of giving up! Girls are ruling... :X

Yea... This is a super different expedition for me! I am not having any signs of tirness till now. Except for some areas which are aching. Amazing uh!!! WAHAHAH!!! Strong me... I wanna walk again!! Treat it as on diet man!!

Whats more.. My team was the ONE and ONLY team that complete the whole route!!! Congrats. HAHA... soooooo PrOuD!! :P The sec 3s are their Mentors and as for me and my Di, are the Senior Mentors.. Sound big ar? The most frustrating thing is that if they go the wrong way or long way we gotta follow them even though we knew it.

Worst come to worst, backtrack and walk extra mile.... :( hahaha!!! still it's nothing but fun Fun FUn FUN!!!! Never regreted taking up the post as their Senior Mentor! WOO...

Enough about the camp. I got to know about the new Excos of SIT club... As I predicted, Guang Yun got into Excos.. Congrats! For those who have wanted to be in Exco but never get in. I know their feeling. I feel that being able to get a post a not is not important. So hope they won't put it to heart... Stay cool always pals.

A post is only a recognition for the hard work and leadership skill one's has. What's more important is the experience, friendship and enjoyable moments. So what if you got a post? You still need everyone with or without a post to make an event/activity a success! Everyone is equally important isn't it?

Sometimes I wonder why do humans having this mentality that having a post is something to be proud of? I just simply can't understand. They can fight or even badmouth others. Humans are scary. I'm a human so it implies to me as well =)

Appearance is also biased. Take fishes as example.. Goldfish, Angelfish etc... Beautiful aren't they? Yes! They are. People keep them as pets, enjoy looking at them. Are they used to feed other bigger fishes? NO!!

Drain fishes.. Argh, don't know what breeds they are. Just some kinda ugly looking species. Are they kept as pets? Do people enjoy looking at them? NO! They are food to other animals! Aren't they living things as well? Don't they have feelings or the rights to live? Humans are always selfish!

Ok some people may argue the right out of it. So what about those disabled or even not so good looking humans? Aren't they being judged the way as we humans judge the fishes? It's not an offence to be ugly or even fat. It's not stated in any laws anyway. So why are they always be at a disadvantage? People just don't give a damn to them at all!

On the other hand... Pretty, slim, handsome etc etc, gets more advantages and even attention. Yes I admit I'm neither pretty nor slim. I'm not feeling jealous about them. It's true that I envy them. But that does not means that they have the right to look down on people like us? It's not that something has happen to me. I'm just feel upset about those biasesness..

Won't you feel depress when someone said something like : " hey you are so fat, look at that slim lady!" blah blah blah... Why should we live for others? We could just ignore them and be ourselves with confidence! uh.. saying is easy, doing is hard! Even me myself can't do it..

We must live for ourselves... Be it fat or ugly, pretty or slim... We are one and only, unique in our own ways. We are created just the way we are. It's all God's will.