Thursday, January 14, 2010

I realised the last time I posted was like last year??!

I always wondered if I should keep my blog updated. Questions like: Why do I wanna keep a blog, I am not a popular figure!? Why do I keep a blog when I don't see regular people visiting? and so on...

I have been thinking negatively nowsaday. Is this the process of growing up? I remembered myself as being a very outgoing and cheerful girl who always looks at the bright side whn things go wrong.

School is starting soon... I am having pimples outbreak as I can feel the stress even before school starts. The amount of memorization I will be facing, the expected CGPA we as students must obtain, thinking about the juggling of time and work, though work is relaxing at times.

I start asking myself am I up to it? Will I be able to graduate successfully? If not, what am I going to take to face everybody especially my parents and relative. My stress level is increasing.....!!!

Stress Stress Go away~ Pimples pimple begone~ Stay as far as you can!!


OOHHH~ Please God guide me, help me, pull me through!!

Monday, October 26, 2009

24 Oct 09 was another major event for LB after Befriending Walk. Annual Appreciation Dinner, this is a day we appreciate our volunteers who worked so closely with us and sacrifice their precious time to serve lonely seniors without expecting any rewards in return. Coincidentally, it is held in OCC, where is like a second home to me.

The day just before the event, my right eye is swollen! Can you imagine how discouraged and panic I was? Goodness mine, my duty was on stage where everyone will be facing! At that moment, thoughts like "how embarrassing!", "How am I going to face anybody!?"

I prayed and went to see 2 doctors both said it will takes 3 days at least. Magically, My eye is healed the next day! the swell went away totally when the event is about to begin! THANKS GOD!

As most of you knows I am kinda addicted to make ups, of course, I won't let the chance to display my skills slip off through my fingers! Emily and I went to freshen up ourselves, I volunteered myself to doll her up. Luckily, I had my make ups all with me!

Than, 2 more colleagues became my models as well. Fantastic! Thinking back, I have not shop for makeups for quite a while! I feel like shopping for makeups and clothing again!

I need blender brush, shades of blue eye shadows, purple mascara... Clothing and more clothing!! Month end is here.. Someone, date me out for a spree please! Meng Hwee is busy with school now. How sad~

Shopping Queen,
Vone

Friday, October 16, 2009

Finally! After months~

We gotta meet up with WEILI, the busy woman! After several months, we managed to catch up with her and dined at Ajisen lot 1. First, we updated each other on our current status.

Then, we recapped of how we behaved, what we did in secondary. This is when I realised we have all grown. Next year will be our 21st, thus we have got to be responsible for ourselves and what we do.

In SSG, there are ones who are attached, working, studying.. It is really hard to get the same time off together. It is unlike those days in Fajar where we get to see each other everyday.

There are things that I've regretted:

1. There are times that I did not cherish the times together with SSG. Fighting over trivial matters and distanced myself from the gang.

2. I did not give the basic trust to Meng Hwee. For months, we were in cold wars and I even suspected her of being cunning after hearing all the gossips from a third party.

But thanks God, after all these we are bonded closer together. It seems that God planned all these to put our friendship to a test. From these, we understand one another better and cherish this gang more than ever. Therefore I am proud to say..

WE PASSED WITH FLYING COLORS! Praise the Lord~

Vone