Friday, November 28, 2008

Chalet yesterday. Didn't seems to be as disappointing as I thought it would be. Met up some of the SSG, ex-GB and ex-BB, also made new friends. First night with Abby, chatted all the way till 445am then we decided to take a rest.Poor Terry and Wei zhen, spent whole night planning for BB leadership schedule.

Gosh, I finally remembered their names! I can't remember though Abby told me more than 3 times yesterday. Short term memory goodness mine!

I gotta wake up at 545am to prepare to leave for school. Too tired, slept the whole morning though everyone is discussing in MSN about their project. So, woke up and had lunch with the girls, accompanied me in my lab then they left for lesson.

Too bored thus, went to take a personality test. This is my result:

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men. You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men. You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Quite accurate. Amazing!

Christmas coming and then followed by New Year. Time flies, but this is only the second week of FYP. 49 more days to go! Come on, I gotta move it move it, I gotta do it do it!

loves,
vone
Finally, I'm done with all my tasks and free to blog. Fifth day, last day of the 1st week. Today, handled lots of documentation work. But that is not a big deal to me.

Now left with a optional and a very important task. No due date for optional task, and Monday is the due date for important task. Team mates got to report their status to me and my job is to tabulate their status before sending to the supervisor.

Optional task is to create a hyperlink for the system to allow students to download the consent form. Function is done, left with the design and the consent form in a word document. Simple job.

Supervisor praise me for being a fast worker and she is impressed. However, the shock of my life came. She ask me why I hesitated when she spoke about programming, and my reply was, I'm not strong in programming. I guess she has run out of task for me. Blame it on my speed of completion.

She asked me to try out on programming and got the mentality that I will like it in future. But, damn it! I won't for life. I promise! The last thing I like is Programming, Accounting and Finance and it will always be a hate! I mean it.

Rather surprise for a Business Informatics student in the IT track hate programming? Thanks to all my friends who helped me all the way till now. I have no idea what I have done for this 2 and a half years in the course. I returned everything I studied for exams to my teachers. Plus, I have simply no understanding. It's all pure memorizing work up to now.

Oh GOD, bless me with all the resources and codes to do the programming work on Monday!
I simply hate IT, Accounting and Finance!!!
Father, save me
Vone

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Day 4. Just 4 days passed, 51 more days to go. Counting down day by day, time seems to pass so slow. Nothing to do in this awesome lab with nothing to be done and facing this computer. Task assigned can be done within a day and nothing seems to be entertaining with just and only this computer and some strangers from other courses.

The only best thing is that I can be online for almost half of the days. Msn contacts are the only communicable friends online. Lunch is just 1 hour and then back to this awesome place. This is really a place to emo and reflect. Work wise, it's a place just like library where you can really focus. This is strictly a non-entertainment place, especially for me.

Some take this simply easy, just like holiday. But for me, it is a place of solemn where to you know what will happen next, what tasks are you given and worst of all when will the supervisor's next visit.

I promised I won't break any of the laws. I experienced being jailed, to be jailed in this FYP lab. Boring and disgusted. I admire myself at times why I can stay in this lab so faithfully despite most of the time building sandcastles in the air. The only time I can be myself is every Tuesdays 430pm onwards. Trainings for Napfa. I will survive through FYP!

Girls can't resist good looking guys just like guys can't resist sexy girls. Human nature I guess. Ironically, I was once just like that too. Nothing to be shy about. It's Human Nature. But at times when it's a period for everyone to focus and are stressed, there seems to be no free time to have this human nature, isn't it?

I praised as being strong as my mentality is that women can live without men. Both sexes are equal and I can never ever agree to the mentality that guys are stronger than women! Women can rule the world one day. I believe.

In gym, there are fit women with visible muscles. Women can never have huge muscles like guys, it is God given. But that does not mean women are weak. Some career-minded women can earn more than men, got higher rank and there bound to be men under her. That's enough of it, Yvonne.

Shocked by the statements I made? Not a worry, I have no hatred for men. Just feeling that the world is always judging things by its cover. Aren't we like judging or making a big fuss with God? Ugly or beautiful, smelly or fragrant, slim or fat, weak or strong that's all created and decided by God. If He wants you to be in this way, He will love you.

Please don't give comments like God brings you into this world to suffer, it's unfair. He created you cause He loves you. Obstacles are there to mound you into a better person. So be grateful always.

Always keep you in prayer,
Vone

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Third day of FYP, 52 more days to go. I'm done with all the the works on hand yesterday and have nothing to do since 1030am yesterday. Is it a good or bad sign? Almost late today, jumped out of the bed at 730am. Got to be in school at 830am, seems impossible? I did it with God's blessing. I reached at 722am. Thanks Father!

Had Napfa training yesterday. I'm so shock with my result I should have more trainings from now on. Have to rearrange my time slots so as to have free time to meet up with the Fah Yin and perhaps Mei Hong for gym. And not forgetting Abby for swimming and gym. Thanks Goodness, I'm not aching all over today, weekly light exercise really helps.

After my Napfa training which is about 630pm, met up with Abby at Yishun MRT for a swim at OCC. Swam a few laps and had a hearty talk. Seems like we are not exercising much yesterday. How relax and free she is after her exams. I envy her!

I will pester her to eat the Tim Sum buffet which she recommended with me! Boosting about how bloated she is and delicious the foods were. I'm so tempted.

Yesh! This Sunday will be the chalet of ex-GBs. We extended the invitation to ex-BBs as well. Hopefully they can make it. Abby and I are so excited about it, we will definitely enjoy ourselves.

Thursday, food stocking day. Both of us will go grab the foods we need for BBQ. To add on, Abby will be frying Mee Hoon. Since I am not someone who cooks, I requested for my mum's specialty, Curry Chicken! How lucky they were to be the first batch of friends to enjoy this dish.

OK enough of all these excitement. Back to serious work now. Take care!

Hugs and kisses,
Vone
Second day of my FYP and I'm already so dead. Looks like I'm the only one in my team as I'm my supervisor's assistance. And my project is on FYPJ system enhancement. OMG!

Advantage is that I need not do much coding which I hated most. I will be doing documentation most of the time. This is simple yet hard at the same time. Imagine reading all the materials all alone. Reports to be done all alone. In another words, doing the teacher's job.

Disadvantage is that I cannot be as "free" as the other FYP students. Maybe comes late or even leaves early once in a blue moon . Just ask team-mates to punch in or out for them. But for me, anytime the teacher will come to pass me my work which is meant to be her work plus I seems so lonely without team mates.

Still, I thanks GOD for blessing me with such a project as compared to some who will be handling codes which is totally cannot make it for me. If I were to have such a project, I guess I can never submit anything.

Every Tuesday will be our NAPFA training. I'm looking forward to it! That is after such a long time I had PE lesson. After 6 weeks, I must and will be taking NAPFA. Hopefully I can pass!

CHEERS! Vone

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

I would like to review on the incident of the man who was killed by the White Tigers in Singapore Zoo.

Firstly, is he committing suicide on his own accord? Yes he is! Since there is a rule stated that no one is allowed to have personal and direct contact with dangerous animals, I see no reason why he jumped in to the tigers dam with only a broom and a pail.

Secondly, there is no reason why he should shout at the tigers to attract their attention. Since he does that, Tigers in their nature instinct will either see him as a prey or have the intention to invade their privacy. They will for sure want to protect themselves. And they are very sensitive too.

To protect the man, people threw things at them, shouted at them to distract their attention. But will the tigers know what is going on?

After this incident, the 2 Female white tigers involved are having symptoms of stress-ness like constantly alert and breathing heavily.

Isn't it a selfish act? A selfish way to end his life?

To me, he has already made the wrong choice to end his life. He managed to end his life and left the survivors to suffer. So sinful of him.

If the beautiful tigers are punished just for God's given personality, it will be super unfair to them! And it will also be a loss for every visitors to Singapore Zoo.

I agree, animal lovers will never be irritated by the animals flaws. For example, they will be able to accept the barks of dogs whereas non-animal lovers will be easily irritated. This applies to children lovers. They can accept the noise made by the kids.

There are differences in everyone thinking and opinion. If everyone is responsible for the ones that they loved and able to give and take everything would be fine is it?

I hereby urge everyone to respect all animals. They have life too! They are so innocent and unable to voice out the unhappiness like we humans, all they can do is suffer on their own. How pitiful they are.

Tons of love, Vone


HAVE A LOVING HEART, STOP ANIMALS ABUSE!