Yesterday went to Villa Bali with en. I realise how interesting it is to see the bartender shake shake here and shake shake there... Funny uh!? Just to entertain you. Actually I cannot think of any words to describe what they are doing.
This is my first time seeing them doing the drinks with my own eyes. Sounds like a mountain turtle but indeed I am. I have not really seen much of the world. I guess I will have to learn to experience more things from now.
I guess I cannot adapt to having night life outside. Feeling so tired on the way home at 11pm. I wonder what are those people in the same train as me stay awake at such late hours.
Regarding the Genting trip. It is being postponed. Too last min to book for the trip. Actually is quite true. Shall discuss about it again.
There is this particular matter that bothers me. Speaking to straightforward without thinking of how the person can feel? Being so sensitive towards a matter that actually don't exist? People do changed in a blink of an eye. They seems to be a stranger just overnight.
Some friends are meant to be good friends to you. But just overnight good friends became enemies then to strangers. Strangers became friends then to good friends. Friends comes and goes just like that.
What if someone who is so close to you and talk whatever under the sun, knows her inside out, changed to be someone whom you don't seems to understand and don't know what to talk anymore? Maybe is that time have drifted us or maybe some unfortunate things happen that make one seems so useless?
Wherever the problem lies, this friendship shall forever be cherished and I treasured it the most. We will never and cannot be separated. Nothing will be a burden for us. It is our test.
Sometimes, when we are so involved into a situation, you cannot see yourself or the other party is right or wrong. You will only see what you want to see. Think whatever that comes to your mind. Be it fair or unfair.
Bystanders are the only ones that can see accurately though they might not be able to understand the matter totally. This happen to many of us. Some might think they have seen a lot, experience a lot but if compared, theirs is nothing at all.
I don't know why I have been so negative recently. Some small minor things actually bothers and affected me so much. It does not involve me at all. I could just stand by the side and treat is as... A movie showing?
Sometimes, you can't afford to care as much as you want to. Due to time constrains, school work, part time etc etc. It does not mean you don care. But others might not understand. They think you are at fault for not caring blah blah blah..
I don't wish to explain neither have to explain about anything. Cause nothing will goes right it will only make the matter worst. So be it. I believe time will do the explanation in its right way, right timing.
