Yup.. I watched finish the Korean show, Qu Tian De Tong Hua. Korean Romance is ok, though their ending is rather predictable. The male or female lead will die of the same disease, Cancer. In the end, the lead of the show will die.
It's rather sad. Why are the Koreans so negative? They tried so hard to be together then in the end, they cannot be together forever. Taiwan romance is always happy ending while Korean romance is always sad ending.
There goes the story. En Xi and Jun Xi are siblings and comes from a rich family. They are really very close. One day, they realise that En Xi and Xin Ai (En Xi's rival) was mistaken by the hospital.
In the end, En Xi was forced to return to her "real" home by Xin Ai. In the other words they exchanged homes. The story goes on. Till they became adults. And so on... En Xi got to know this guy, Shang Ming, Jun Xi's buddy.
This goes on and on. Shang Ming got in love with En Xi and did a lot of things for her. But En Xi only has Jun Xi. Jun Xi and En Xi are deeply in love. LOL.. I'm too lazy to relate the whole story. But anyway, in the end. En Xi got leukemia and died eventually.
But what puzzled me was the last part. Jun Xi got into an accident and the show just ended. Question, did he die? Hmm... From this show, I realise many things. How hard you try or even how much you have done for someone. You might not get the result you wanted. You will get more hurt than you expected.
It comes and goes so naturally that one cannot control, just like Love. Being able to stay healthy is also one wonderful thing. Need not worry about the pain you will be going through or even worry if you can see the tomorrow's sun.
People often take things for granted. Often regret for not treasuring after losing it. Why do we choose to live in regret? Why not treasure it in the first place? Human nature. Cause we are humans.
All Right, let's changed another topic. Today, I went swimming with my sister. My timing did improve by 10sec. Nothing to be proud of. Got to be better. After which we went shopping. 2 consecutive days of shopping for me!
Yesterday went to shop with Weili. I sorted my thinking and realise that I have not been pampering myself all these while. I bought many many stuffs to pamper myself. Things I bought from these 2 shopping trips:
1) Sun-glass
2) 3 tops
3) 2 skirts
4) 1 tights
5) Contact Lens
6) 2 pairs of shoe/heels
7) spray bottle
Seems like, I spent a lot on so little stuffs. Anyway things should be getting better for me now. I hope. I don't know when I will leave this place. Also, I rather.. Rather spent on things that makes me happy. I won't want to spent money on medication. If I fall ill, I will wait to die.
Everyone felt weird in this sudden changed in me. No worry pals... I'm perfectly normal. I'm fine as well. Nothing happened to me. I just feel I need a change to live better. I can ensure that I'll stay strong no matter what. This is a promise. :D
A promise is a promise. Whatever I promised, I will do it. Cause I hate people to not keep their promise too. But if I just don't feel like joking around with you guys, not to worry. I'm just tired. Don't say I'm emo. I'm already drained now. There are things that has it boundaries. Sorry to make anyone worried.
How I wish, I could just have a holiday trip now. Anywhere is fine too. I believe time is the best healing medicine for anyone. To those who are in a mess, sad, angry, hurt, heart-broken or whatever, Time... Just give yourself time to sort out. All things will be better after all.
