Sunday, November 18, 2007

At the end of the day, there is only one word to describe it. SUCKY!! I'm getting sick and tired of my job already. I wonder what happen. Getting so bored of what I'm supposed to do.

Clear dishes, take order, serve customers, bring those clean dishes and cuteries out of kitchen, sweep floor, mop floor, do bar closing. It's fun in the beginning but now, working for the seek of working. No life..

The moment I start work I simply wish to end it. Time passed super slowly. It's so hard to pass time. It wasn't like that in the past. Lao ma will give me schedule if I request. But I feel so tired. I should be changing environment soon but for no reason that I just don't wish to leave manna.

I just want to do something I like. But I don't know where and how to start. Swimming, can't simply swim everyday. Can I get a job related to swimming? Life-guard? Can consider... But I need to get a cert.

Everything don't seems to be smooth for me. My life is so boring! Even if I die tomorrow, there won't be any regrets. Cause every tomorrow is just the same as every yesterday. I want to try something new! But what?

Next sat, going Sentosa with Weili. After that we will be meeting SSG(Siao Siao Gang) for dinner. It has been quite a while since we met up. Everyone is so busy. Especially Weili and I. Ah... I can find a job in sentosa?! A place of sunshine!!!

School is so boring as well! Monday to Wednesday 9am lesson! I hate it. Waking up early in the morning to attend that morining lesson than LONG break in between. The day than ends super late, except for Wednesday.

Why don't they cut down on our break time and let us end early? What are we suppose to do during the breaks? We won't be studying anyway. Waste time rotting around.

Oh no.. weeks passed means gotta do CODING for I.T project. Killer project. My mood is already so bad, CODING will make it worst. Kill me please!!