HI LOVES~

It has been a while since our meet up/sharing. I would like to share this ridiculous dream I had.

This is the dream I had on Monday 10 Aug 2009:

I walked down the aisle in a well decorated and romantic place without wedding gown. On me was a purple esprit T-shirt and shorts. I was not smiling like how all other brides will. My heart was so heavy.

Then, my hand was then passed to my husband-to-be. Still I was not smiling brightly. Everything seems to be unclear and the next thing I know was I was called on stage. It was games time and I stood at the side of the stage looking at how my husband-to-be enjoyed himself. I remembered the game was made in a way that ladies and gentlemen had to overcome different obstacles. Still I am still with my heavy heart.

Everything seems unclear again. The next thing I knew was only 1 of my friend, Weili attended. She told me some were not free, some overslept thus unable to make it. I also asked her about her partner, and she said her partner was not invited. My heart began to sink deeper.

And I remember this is what I said to her: " Li, I don't know if I have made a right choice. Shall I run-away from here?" And I know Weili shook me vigorously. I can't remember what she said exactly but I knew was asking me to erase my thoughts.

*RING~!!!!!!!!*

I was awaken by the ringing of my house phone. Too bad no conclusion for this dream. =( When I woke up, I had this sudden enlightenment in me; "Oh no! I'm 20! Getting old day by day... People are getting married in their twenties! Isn't it time my turn in a few years down the road?"

I have no idea why I have this kinda fear of marriage in me. Is it due to I have not met my Mr.Right? Or cause I do not want to get married? To me, I believe that I do not want to get married.

Marriage is like being tied down by a certificate, and soon parents, in-laws, relatives, friends will begin to hurry you to get a child. Terrible! I hate KIDS! I rather have dogs than kids!

To conclude, marriage is the key to a nightmare. Dating is the key to problems and headaches. Single is the key to freedom and peace.

Of course, this applies to me and might not apply to you. =)

Loves and kisses,
Vone

I would like to take this opportunity to thanks all for the birthday wishes be it on facebook or via sms, and those who took time to celebrate my 20th birthday and those gifts from all of you.



A VERY BIG THANK YOU!!





The first batch of friends (GB/BB from Secondary cliques):





















The next batch (Poly cliques):







































Finally,

My family

(Unfortunately I was very sick; fever, cough and flu on that day thus not much photos!)




















With thanks and loves,
Vone

Went to Bugis with Hwen and shop. Got 2 bags and clothing. Nothing much caught my eye that day. But Hwen was really on a spree! Feeling rather disappointed that the sandal I have been eyeing for months still does not have my size.

At the atrium of Lot1 shopping mall, TS is having sales and 2 group of people is standing in front of the TVs with their eyes glued to it. As a typical KPO Singaporean, I went to have a look at what interested everyone. Micheal Jackson!?

What puzzled me most is not how Micheal Jackson did his moon walking neither the truth of his death. But is with the fact that when he is still alive and kicking, why aren't they obsessed with him? And now, he is gone and people started to make business out of him and being so fascinated about him doing the dance? Aren't all these too late?

Micheal Jackson, this 2 words is familiar to me yet in my memory this name is not a everyday or everywhere thing. Now, he is almost everyday and everywhere be it in news, papers or even TVs and radios. Weird isn't it?

Even the world's pop star can't escape death, I wonder is he proud to be who he is or even has he regretted not doing anything? Every living things can't escape death. It's just the matter of time, why don't we do things that we want and leave with no regrets? After all, nobody knows when will death come knocking on your door.

I am still learning to accept the fact the we can't escape death, cause there is this fear in me that I will lose my loved ones to death.

These few days, I dreamt different dreams everyday. It is just like watching different episode of drama, interesting! Thus have been sleeping till 1130am. Looking forward to dreams every night. What a weird remark I've commented.

Vone