Goodness mine... I feel terrible now. The stupid weather defeated me. *Cough Cough* This week is a horrid week. Imagine being the only service crew for the night shift. There is 2 usually. LOL!

The only crew who is sick and strengthless. Need to clear, serve, set tables, take orders, do all closings.... It's kind of shitty feeling. Miserable. I have never encountered such a irresponsible colleague in my whole entire life of 19 years.

No notice just disappeared from work. What kinda nonsense is that? Anyway, this is his last week.

Sandy is leaving also. Everyone is leaving, leaving us to run manna like as if we are working in hell and being paid miserably.

There are many projects on hand yet I have no idea of what to do next. Is it cause my members are all doing? Or everyone is slacking? Or last minute rush out the project? Codings.. How to rush?

Meeting up my girlfriends on 12 june. Their boyfriends are invited as well. First time to have such a outing. Quite interesting and fresh. Though I'm single but I will sure enjoy seeing my girlfriends with their another halfs... hahaha!! Looking forward :D

Cya girls.....

11 may.

It is mother's day to most people. I left work happily but my day ends in super sucky. My parents sent my baby to my uncle's house at around 8pm+. Won't be back with me anymore.

My sis got the asthmatic cough thus unable to keep him anymore. On the way home, my grandma say how bad how bad he is (naughty, aggressive...) But to me, he is my dear. My life...

Images of him kept flashing though my mind. I thought he's with my uncle and I can bear to leave him as I can get to see him again. I'm wrong.. My tears just fell as we part for less than 5 mins.

I guess I will be moody these few days. I wonder If he eat well. Sleep well. I miss him badly. Sorry Baby... Is not mummy don't want you.. Mummy loves you.

What a bad day...

Today is such a tiring day as usual. Monday is a long day, thursday is a early day. Feel like dozing off in th e lab now. Tonight still have to work at 6pm. Then Friday is a off day for me. One more day to go.

Well, I can't really know who are true who are faking. They seems to be good with you in front of you. But say something which are super unfair and demoralizing to you. Be it in front or at your back. But I still cannot accept it in anyway.

Perhaps, there is none in this world is worthy to trust. Boyfriends/Girlfriends may leave you, Friends might backstab you. Maybe parents can be trusted. But sometimes, they will demoralize you at times.

I think one should depend on oneself instead of trusting a second party. After so much have happened, I really feel so dejected about human's relationship. I can't understand why humans can hurt humans. Aren't they one of the same kind?

Well, that's human nature. Fight for status, money, this and that. WHAT'S SO NICE TO FIGHT ABOUT? Compare Compare, Win Lose... Is that everything about life and living on earth?