Yesterday went to Villa Bali with en. I realise how interesting it is to see the bartender shake shake here and shake shake there... Funny uh!? Just to entertain you. Actually I cannot think of any words to describe what they are doing.

This is my first time seeing them doing the drinks with my own eyes. Sounds like a mountain turtle but indeed I am. I have not really seen much of the world. I guess I will have to learn to experience more things from now.

I guess I cannot adapt to having night life outside. Feeling so tired on the way home at 11pm. I wonder what are those people in the same train as me stay awake at such late hours.

Regarding the Genting trip. It is being postponed. Too last min to book for the trip. Actually is quite true. Shall discuss about it again.

There is this particular matter that bothers me. Speaking to straightforward without thinking of how the person can feel? Being so sensitive towards a matter that actually don't exist? People do changed in a blink of an eye. They seems to be a stranger just overnight.

Some friends are meant to be good friends to you. But just overnight good friends became enemies then to strangers. Strangers became friends then to good friends. Friends comes and goes just like that.

What if someone who is so close to you and talk whatever under the sun, knows her inside out, changed to be someone whom you don't seems to understand and don't know what to talk anymore? Maybe is that time have drifted us or maybe some unfortunate things happen that make one seems so useless?

Wherever the problem lies, this friendship shall forever be cherished and I treasured it the most. We will never and cannot be separated. Nothing will be a burden for us. It is our test.

Sometimes, when we are so involved into a situation, you cannot see yourself or the other party is right or wrong. You will only see what you want to see. Think whatever that comes to your mind. Be it fair or unfair.

Bystanders are the only ones that can see accurately though they might not be able to understand the matter totally. This happen to many of us. Some might think they have seen a lot, experience a lot but if compared, theirs is nothing at all.

I don't know why I have been so negative recently. Some small minor things actually bothers and affected me so much. It does not involve me at all. I could just stand by the side and treat is as... A movie showing?

Sometimes, you can't afford to care as much as you want to. Due to time constrains, school work, part time etc etc. It does not mean you don care. But others might not understand. They think you are at fault for not caring blah blah blah..

I don't wish to explain neither have to explain about anything. Cause nothing will goes right it will only make the matter worst. So be it. I believe time will do the explanation in its right way, right timing.

This is already the 2ND week of school. Hmm... Seems to be in a interesting class. Quite happening. Everything seems to go well except for those projects coming up. I hate coding!! I once thought I can't really click well with them. Now, it do not bother me anymore.

8am lesson today, the teacher was late himself. OMG! Woke up at 6am feeling so depressed as I usually wake up at 11am during holidays. Lucky, class has this stupid guy who can entertain us driving the depression away. Can't imagine classes without him. :D

Today will be the first time going swimming with JiaEn. After that will be going to Bali? Hmmm... First time going there. Should be a new experience for me sia! hahaha!!! I can't imagine myself being there and blend into the environment.

Tomorrow... Will be meeting Darling Hui wen to accompany her to shopping. She will be starting work in may. So she can't join me and Lao Gong WeiLi to Genting. OMG!! I just remembered I have not confirm the trip with her yet. If nothing goes wrong... Should be going there next week.

Hmmm.... Kate's wedding is getting nearer and nearer. Though I have never look forward to such events, this is the first time I looked forward to seeing Kate the pretty bride. Thanks JiaEn for helping me with the clothing, Sandy for the shoes, Aunties for the advices... etc etc

One day event, so many people around me helping me... I'm not the main character. Hahaha! interesting uh...? Whatever it is, Saturday shall go have a hair cut or rather trimming with the pretty bride to be! Interesting!

Yeah!! One week of school passed. I managed to survive! Though lessons start quite early But I still manged to get in class on time. I don't deny being so tired. But anyway so far classmates are fine. Except lessons are boring.

Next semester attachment? OMG... Please don't post me to a company that gotta face the computer for the 3 months! FYPJ is gonna be hell for me! Fancy doing the work I hated most for 3 month! I wonder why I just can't be best friend with the IT.

Today, I learnt butterfly stroke and also the correct way to turn in the pool. It was fun but Butterfly is tough. Need lots of strength, endurence and also practice. COOL....!

Now it is the beginning of the semester. Projects are on their way. Coding coding and coding. 2 Projects on coding!!!!! What a nightmare for me! JAVA, EAIPJ.....!!! OMGGGGGGGG!!!!! Plus I have got so many strong ones in my group, it is so stressed for me!

Whatever it is... I just pray that I can survive thoughout this semester!!!