This year's Christmas is the most 'memorable' to me. I guess I am the one and only person to be so 'lucky' on 25 dec 2007.

Wait for a 11mins train. I could have been on time or reach manna earlier. But thanks to the 11mins train. Just reach Sembawang, someone stepped on my slipper. Guess what? It broke and that person RAN! I could have punch in ON TIME!!! Thanks arrrr...

Jiaen took a pair of shoe for me to change. She laugh at the 1st moment we met. Haizz... Cruel! Then, just 1/2 hour before my break, Hazel bumped onto me and I broke an ice cream cup. Not long after that, a cockroach ran passed me. WTH!

Christmas eve and Christmas, Lao ma put me in bar. Feeling like a bird being caged up, a prisoner, a a a a a a Person waiting to dieeeee.. I just have this fear to be in the bar. I also have no idea why.

Last Friday, I'm off. But I went to serangoon's manna to help Lao gong. I see her stress and how life is so hard for her there. My heart just went... *CRACKED* I wish I am there for her whenver she needs me. But sometimes, I wasn't.

First time there I lost my way. After strolling round the place for sometime, Lao ma smsed me to ask if I know my way. Then, realised I alighted at the wrong bus stop. Never mind.. Back track to the bus stop to wait for the bus.

This man suddenly came to talk to me telling me he is from Ipo lost his wallet blah blah blah... Repeat quite a few time then came to the point to ask me spare him some cash. Of course I never. He pestered me for quite a while reluctantly to let me go.

I have no choice but the run. At that moment I was stunted for a few mins. My mind went blank and my heart beat faster and faster. GOSH... How useless I am.

Everything is fine at serangoon's manna. The atmosphere is good. But the waiting time for the food to be served is long. Being trained in Sun plaza's manna. Patience is not that good in serving the food at such a slow rate.

2 of my besties will be at serangoon's manna permentantly soon. Can't bear to part. But no choice. I bluffed Lao ma that I am intenting to transfer there too. And asked her if she is sad. She reply that she is sad but no choice. But she can't afford to let me go. Quite touched uhh...

Anyway... Will be busy with work, school, swimming.. Will blog less. :D

This post will be updating for the past few days of not blogging. Firstly, to relate on the most unlucky day, 7 December. I lost my Ipod. I'm super depressed. So at work, I ignored everyone and just do my work.

But this particular person for no reason showed me attitude. Hey come on, I wasn't in a good mood. So if you wanna give me faces, I won't give a damn about it. So I continued with my work. I do all the work since "they " like to talk so much so be it. Used to it.

8 December, feeling not any better. But still gotta smile as I am meeting Weili. Worked at Zouk Out from 10-4pm. Then, weili "asked" me to accompany her to buy this particular thing f her brother.

Ok, so we went to hunt for it. From Vivo to Junction 8. KUKU head!! After buying at Junction 8 Best, she says :" this is for you!" OMG!! Is a Mp4 which looks like my Ipod. $199... *=*I was like almost freak out. Can you imagine? I almost cry ok! Stone for quite a while... Thanks Lao Gong....


This is the Mp4... =)

I am considering to change a swimming club. So I decide to join the swimming club in OCC. Trial will be tomorrow. If I can get into the Toa Payoh club, this club NO PROBLEM...!! hahah...

15 December.. I embrassed myself in manna. Lao Ma put me in bar and I was so nervous that I num lock was on, and I started to panic and ask Jia En why can't key in. GOODNESS mine.. this is only one. There are more.

I was like entertaining manna people Ok... Haizzzz! I don't why, just feel kinda stress when I am in charge of bar. I rather be runner. More carefree more freedom! Christmas eve... STRESSSS! Me and KATE LAO MA in BAR!!! Christmas better... I'm Order-taker! LOL... happyy~! =D


Can see the smiles on their faces that night?

I took picture with my idol sia. FELICIA~~~ I love her loads! she has got this character and looks I admired. Pretty babe! Friendly and cheerful... So sunshine!!


See her sunshine smile...


tat's me and her!! LOL~

Yesterday, this person from the swimming club called me up for a trial to see if I am able to get into the swimming club. And I agreed to go for it. Today is the trail and I am going to fight for it!

If I get in successfully, this will be the beginning to pursue my passion. Training will be tough for sure 5 days a week 2 hours per day. And I will have got to leave Guitar for good as the training clashes with it, 630-830pm. Anyway, Lao po will be graduated then.

But what if I can't get through? erh... I will be super sad! Then? Can jump off the building! I trained so hard for it. Swam for few hours practising. And I got so tired!! If practise helps...

Driving yesterday was great, I got to drive in the rain. And that kuku instructor made me make so many RIGHT turn. haha.. It's fun anyway. But after 1 hour of the lesson..... I felt so tired. Almost fell asleep. :X

But I got to survive. After that, Weili called me up for a chat. She will be gone to serangoon. Though both are under the same company, Country Manna. But it is different place. We cannot get to see each other as often anymore.

Lao ma will lose one hardworking waitress, I will lose one best working partner, Joanne will lose one person to make fun, SUNPLAZA MANNA WILL LOSE ONE GOOD WAITRESS!! Why is life so cruel?

Things are often make so cruel that no one can accept at that moment. But we are forced to accept it. If we cannot accept it, we are "weak". If we can, we are "strong". Is it true?
Perhaps it is.

For me? I feel that everything is predestined. Even before we are born we are made to suffer all these suffering we are going through now. Why? Why? We are made stronger this way? True?? False???

We got to face it no matter what. And get on with life. All the best My darling.. Weili.