There seems to be nothing bothering me after today. Tons of matter just flashed through my mind. I got no choice but to face those bothersome stuffs.

Firstly, will be projects and study matter. Practical test, Projects, written test all coming up soon. I have got no choice but to study. Just pass and graduate. And I will go "Thanks God, I graduated!" I regretted listening to my dad and not take up the course of my choice: Sports and Wellness.

Secondly, Love matter. This "you". We have seems to be drifted apart further and further each day. I realise in fact there is no "feel" between us. Perhaps, it was me that stood beside you during your breakup. And it was you who stood by me when I was at my downs. This "feel" comes to naturally that we thought it's love.

The fact is: We are just pillar of support for each other. As simple as that. Is we ourselves that makes it so complicated and makes us lost our sense of direction to move on. Yes, I don't deny having much fun time with you though you aren't always there for me.

I promised that I won't quit this current job at manna. I will still keep to my promise, as whatever I promised shall always be a promise. Manna is not my priority any longer.

Thirdly, Driving. Lessons seems to be tougher and tougher each Friday. My confidence is thrashed when I can't seems to coordinate my legs and my hands well enough. And to add on, my test is on the 21st of AUGUST .

Lastly, unsatisfactory. It really pissed me off after my mum had a long chat with any aunt over the phone for hours. They seems to have uncountable number of things to share. One of them is We these young youths.

Graduate, boyfriends, future earnings, results, certs, career... She is always nagging me on these. Never will she be satisfied of her child and her life. All she does is to envy envy and still envy. Can't she just not chat with those aunties since she cannot be satisfied with whatever she has? It makes me have all these hatred to those aunties. Worst of all, low self esteem for myself.

Somuch things to be done. Yet so little time avaliable. Projects bombarded me, needless to say. No more time to shop and play around anymore. After projects, major examination.

After exam, attachments and then final year project. I tell you I can predict myself gasping to survive through the semester in the 'Fish tank'. Pray hard.

Whatever it is, less time for work. This means lesser income. How to survive. Lucky, parents will still be able to provide some allowance. Though it's never enough.

Driving lesson tomorrow. I have yet to memorize the parallel parking steps by heart. I have not been studying it faithfully. That's why. Who to blame? No one but myself. Driving Practical Test in August.

Software corrupted. No computer for the past 1 weeks plus during the holidays. So as to say, no posts.

Updated profile about me,

Mood for the past few weeks: Moody, Moody and still MOODY.. (Pardon me for my moodiness.)
Health Status: Recovered from cough and flu which means I'm HEALTHY..
Status: Single ( Most people are SUPER Interested )
Mobile phone model: W760 (NEW PHONE!!)
Events coming up: 25 July!! (MY BIRTHDAY!!!), Quiz, ICA, Project due, EXAMINATION!
Yearning for: GRADUATION, romantic and memoriable BIRTHDAY, SHOPPING, OVERSEAS holiday, NEW job, LICENCE..
Cravings: SUSHI! Egg Tarts! MAC perhaps??

That's all folks for the updates!

*Short and sweet post*