Here I am back to my blog. Term break is here again. Which means, nightmare will arrive soon. Projects due, ICA, Quiz, EXAMINATION!!
Then, it's time for attachment and final year project (Which I hated most).

Recently had outing to celebrate Carl's birthday with my former classmates. Everything went well, the only regrets is not everyone showed up. There will still be chance to gather as one again.

This week, 2 movies in a week!! OMG... Unbelieveable....!! First was Sex and the city.. M18, grossed... Moreover, the songs are nice. Next, Kung Fu Panda... Quite kiddish but worth the time watching. Lots of surprises.

Now, I realise how emotional I can be. Just animation can make me shed.. "2 Tears".. Watch Kung Fu Panda and you will know why towards the ending.

This month is rather bad for couples within my circles of friends. From what I have known, 3 couples broke up. Unpredictable and saddening.

The best part of a relationship is when 2 person pledge to commit and being devoted to each other. But on the other hand, the worst part is ending the relationship. They might not be able to be friends again.

That's why I feel unsecure of committing myself in a relationship at this age. This has never been a bother for me when I was young. I feel get along well just be together, don't suit each other just break up.

So I got into relationship without much consideration. But now, there are many things which I would like to think twice before committing. I'm even willing to stay single as long as I live. What causes this sudden change in me?

My parents are fond of asking me about my love life. They even asked me when I plan to get married. My reply was "Not so soon, I have not played enough". And when my mum ask, "Do you have any boyfriend?" or "Do you have any admirers?" And I can only reply with "Admirers I have tons, but Boyfriend is a nono. It's a bother".

I guess they are worried that I might not be able to get a husband or so. That does not bother me anymore. What is love all about?

Goodness mine... I feel terrible now. The stupid weather defeated me. *Cough Cough* This week is a horrid week. Imagine being the only service crew for the night shift. There is 2 usually. LOL!

The only crew who is sick and strengthless. Need to clear, serve, set tables, take orders, do all closings.... It's kind of shitty feeling. Miserable. I have never encountered such a irresponsible colleague in my whole entire life of 19 years.

No notice just disappeared from work. What kinda nonsense is that? Anyway, this is his last week.

Sandy is leaving also. Everyone is leaving, leaving us to run manna like as if we are working in hell and being paid miserably.

There are many projects on hand yet I have no idea of what to do next. Is it cause my members are all doing? Or everyone is slacking? Or last minute rush out the project? Codings.. How to rush?

Meeting up my girlfriends on 12 june. Their boyfriends are invited as well. First time to have such a outing. Quite interesting and fresh. Though I'm single but I will sure enjoy seeing my girlfriends with their another halfs... hahaha!! Looking forward :D

Cya girls.....

11 may.

It is mother's day to most people. I left work happily but my day ends in super sucky. My parents sent my baby to my uncle's house at around 8pm+. Won't be back with me anymore.

My sis got the asthmatic cough thus unable to keep him anymore. On the way home, my grandma say how bad how bad he is (naughty, aggressive...) But to me, he is my dear. My life...

Images of him kept flashing though my mind. I thought he's with my uncle and I can bear to leave him as I can get to see him again. I'm wrong.. My tears just fell as we part for less than 5 mins.

I guess I will be moody these few days. I wonder If he eat well. Sleep well. I miss him badly. Sorry Baby... Is not mummy don't want you.. Mummy loves you.

What a bad day...