Yup.. I watched finish the Korean show, Qu Tian De Tong Hua. Korean Romance is ok, though their ending is rather predictable. The male or female lead will die of the same disease, Cancer. In the end, the lead of the show will die.
It's rather sad. Why are the Koreans so negative? They tried so hard to be together then in the end, they cannot be together forever. Taiwan romance is always happy ending while Korean romance is always sad ending.
There goes the story. En Xi and Jun Xi are siblings and comes from a rich family. They are really very close. One day, they realise that En Xi and Xin Ai (En Xi's rival) was mistaken by the hospital.
In the end, En Xi was forced to return to her "real" home by Xin Ai. In the other words they exchanged homes. The story goes on. Till they became adults. And so on... En Xi got to know this guy, Shang Ming, Jun Xi's buddy.
This goes on and on. Shang Ming got in love with En Xi and did a lot of things for her. But En Xi only has Jun Xi. Jun Xi and En Xi are deeply in love. LOL.. I'm too lazy to relate the whole story. But anyway, in the end. En Xi got leukemia and died eventually.
But what puzzled me was the last part. Jun Xi got into an accident and the show just ended. Question, did he die? Hmm... From this show, I realise many things. How hard you try or even how much you have done for someone. You might not get the result you wanted. You will get more hurt than you expected.
It comes and goes so naturally that one cannot control, just like Love. Being able to stay healthy is also one wonderful thing. Need not worry about the pain you will be going through or even worry if you can see the tomorrow's sun.
People often take things for granted. Often regret for not treasuring after losing it. Why do we choose to live in regret? Why not treasure it in the first place? Human nature. Cause we are humans.
All Right, let's changed another topic. Today, I went swimming with my sister. My timing did improve by 10sec. Nothing to be proud of. Got to be better. After which we went shopping. 2 consecutive days of shopping for me!
Yesterday went to shop with Weili. I sorted my thinking and realise that I have not been pampering myself all these while. I bought many many stuffs to pamper myself. Things I bought from these 2 shopping trips:
1) Sun-glass
2) 3 tops
3) 2 skirts
4) 1 tights
5) Contact Lens
6) 2 pairs of shoe/heels
7) spray bottle
Seems like, I spent a lot on so little stuffs. Anyway things should be getting better for me now. I hope. I don't know when I will leave this place. Also, I rather.. Rather spent on things that makes me happy. I won't want to spent money on medication. If I fall ill, I will wait to die.
Everyone felt weird in this sudden changed in me. No worry pals... I'm perfectly normal. I'm fine as well. Nothing happened to me. I just feel I need a change to live better. I can ensure that I'll stay strong no matter what. This is a promise. :D
A promise is a promise. Whatever I promised, I will do it. Cause I hate people to not keep their promise too. But if I just don't feel like joking around with you guys, not to worry. I'm just tired. Don't say I'm emo. I'm already drained now. There are things that has it boundaries. Sorry to make anyone worried.
How I wish, I could just have a holiday trip now. Anywhere is fine too. I believe time is the best healing medicine for anyone. To those who are in a mess, sad, angry, hurt, heart-broken or whatever, Time... Just give yourself time to sort out. All things will be better after all.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Finally.. I have completed the 2 days Kayaking course! First day, was all right. I just feel so bored as others seems to have company. After all, probably I'm not in a good mood? Better to stay alone.
I feel manier now. I helped everyone to carry their kayak whereas other girls are like standing there thinking guys can do it. Although there was only 3 guys in my group. For me? I helped everyone and end up the instuctor has got to help me to carry my kayak.
When we are doing the resue practical, everyone was like so afraid of being the capsizee. As the water is deep, dirty and salty. So I volunteer myself. First to be capsized, and last to launch out. I felt good as I helped others. :D
Next, being the capsizee I'm supposed to wait for my team-mates to resue me. In the end I have got to help myself. Rather resue myself more than they resue me. The most irony thing is that, I have got to grab hold and "save" my own kayak. The kayak drifted away.
They are so afraid of being capsized that they did not grab my kayak and hold it tight. And there I am swam to "catch" my kayak, encouraging them and assuring them that they won't capsize. I understand their fear. So I did not blame them. They did a good job after all.
People kept saying I'm emo. Question is that do I really look emo? Why is everyone saying the same thing? Yes, I seems to have spoke lesser than before. And I put everyone be it close friend or just normal friends first rather than myself.
This is a big change in me. I became manier? I took care of people around me more than before. They don't want to do it, ok I do. That's great isn't it? No unhappiness.
I feel aching everywhere. I enjoyed so I don't mind. But, what make me worst is my weak immue system and sensitive skin. Getting itcy after being in dirty water. Getting sick maybe too tired? Head is spliting!!! Throat is buring!!
Oh please, if I have become so weak that I fall sick so easily, please God... Take me away! Suffering from these is never fun! I want to enjoy and stay strong to enjoy.
Oh cool, I'm so afraid of having gastric again! So I have learnt to be good. Will eat at least one meal a day. I have gave up dieting! No more diet for me. Anyway, even if I'm slim or fat it makes no different. No one wants means no one wants.. LOL kidding!
I feel manier now. I helped everyone to carry their kayak whereas other girls are like standing there thinking guys can do it. Although there was only 3 guys in my group. For me? I helped everyone and end up the instuctor has got to help me to carry my kayak.
When we are doing the resue practical, everyone was like so afraid of being the capsizee. As the water is deep, dirty and salty. So I volunteer myself. First to be capsized, and last to launch out. I felt good as I helped others. :D
Next, being the capsizee I'm supposed to wait for my team-mates to resue me. In the end I have got to help myself. Rather resue myself more than they resue me. The most irony thing is that, I have got to grab hold and "save" my own kayak. The kayak drifted away.
They are so afraid of being capsized that they did not grab my kayak and hold it tight. And there I am swam to "catch" my kayak, encouraging them and assuring them that they won't capsize. I understand their fear. So I did not blame them. They did a good job after all.
People kept saying I'm emo. Question is that do I really look emo? Why is everyone saying the same thing? Yes, I seems to have spoke lesser than before. And I put everyone be it close friend or just normal friends first rather than myself.
This is a big change in me. I became manier? I took care of people around me more than before. They don't want to do it, ok I do. That's great isn't it? No unhappiness.
I feel aching everywhere. I enjoyed so I don't mind. But, what make me worst is my weak immue system and sensitive skin. Getting itcy after being in dirty water. Getting sick maybe too tired? Head is spliting!!! Throat is buring!!
Oh please, if I have become so weak that I fall sick so easily, please God... Take me away! Suffering from these is never fun! I want to enjoy and stay strong to enjoy.
Oh cool, I'm so afraid of having gastric again! So I have learnt to be good. Will eat at least one meal a day. I have gave up dieting! No more diet for me. Anyway, even if I'm slim or fat it makes no different. No one wants means no one wants.. LOL kidding!
Friday, November 9, 2007
So let me relate about my first driving lesson. I look forward to it. The instructor is ok, explain many thing to me in details. Driving was not as easy as I thought it was.
My poor instructor will puke after being in the car with me for like 1 and a half hours. I'm either stepping too hard on the accelerator or too soft. Haha engine stall for like twice. Brake too, step on it to fast causing a sudden stop. It's ok. First timer!
Being on the road is rather stress. You got to keep a look out for so many things. I'm beginning to get worried for my driving test. Hope everything goes smoothly.
Next, today's work. Hmmm.... Everything was fine, just that I wonder why Papa, Weili and Sandy say I'm very emo. But I'm not. Maybe I have changed? I wonder what's wrong with me. Talk and smile lesser and lesser each day.
I really appreciate their care and concern for me. I'm so touched when papa ask me what happen, if got any troubles must share. That's when I felt I'm not alone after all. There are still people who worth me to be appreciated.
My poor instructor will puke after being in the car with me for like 1 and a half hours. I'm either stepping too hard on the accelerator or too soft. Haha engine stall for like twice. Brake too, step on it to fast causing a sudden stop. It's ok. First timer!
Being on the road is rather stress. You got to keep a look out for so many things. I'm beginning to get worried for my driving test. Hope everything goes smoothly.
Next, today's work. Hmmm.... Everything was fine, just that I wonder why Papa, Weili and Sandy say I'm very emo. But I'm not. Maybe I have changed? I wonder what's wrong with me. Talk and smile lesser and lesser each day.
I really appreciate their care and concern for me. I'm so touched when papa ask me what happen, if got any troubles must share. That's when I felt I'm not alone after all. There are still people who worth me to be appreciated.
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