Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Yesterday work was super boring and relaxed. Less than 10 tables for the night. 9pm we started mopping and sweeping the floor. Finished doing all closing before 930pm. Sit there doing nothing for almost 30 mins. BORED!!

That's what happens on monday. Monday blueeees... Yup. Yesterday was E-learning lab ( supposingly that's what we thought) so I reached school at 930am for tutorial (late for 1/2 hour) :X and went home at 1030am. Today my class mate told me, there is lab and attandence was taken. DAMN...

That sudden urge of me to rush home to clean up my room keeps me busy till 4pm. Packed and clean up my whole room! I love my room even more! Neater and cleaner than ever!!! After that went to work. Reach manna at 559pm UHOO...! Almost late..

Neater and cleaner room makes me feel like rushing home everyday now. Just don't have the feel to stay out late anymore. Room really affects our mood. Before I pack it: books, dust, nonsense stuffs, rough paper etc are all packed inside my room. Now.. DUMP!! All disappear.. That feeling is great!

I finshed the week's tutorials on Sunday. So I do not have to worry about not being able to complete my tutorials anymore. Teacher wants to check? Come on.. No fear! I have done it already haha!! Proud of myself actually...

Received a Sms from the instructor yesterday asking me if I would like to start my lesson tomorrow. So offically tomorrow will be the start of my first driving lesson. UBI driving centre. Where the hell is it? Located at UBI is the only thing I know. Why am I learning there instaed of the BB driving which is so freaking near to my house?

Reason is I'm taking my cousin's instructor. So I have got to travel that super long distance to a deserted area which I don't even know. It's ok.. Take it as I can learn new routes. Benefits me when I drive in time to come. :D

Today, I actually arrived in the lecture hall before the lecture offically started. First time to be on time since the semester started! COOL.... And I survived till the end of lecture. Did not fell asleep for a single min. Listen attentively, make notes. Heeee.... Praise me please, someone!

Night lecture on thursday was bought forward to today. I'm giving it a miss. Reason is from 9am lesson till 730pm and there is only 1 hour break. Freaking tired I'm ok with it. But what make thing worst is that the lecturer is boring. Waste of time listening to him crapping unrelated stuffs from the module.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Business communication 3 tutor is extremely "hip". The way she dress, the way she speaks is real "hip". The first impression she gave me was "Gosh, we are really gonna have a hard time with this tutor". In the end she is not that bad as I thought.

She teaches us the correct way of pronouncing words. There are many 'WOW' things that I can learn from her. Perfect English! Quite a good tutor I can say. Just that her expectation is also quite high.

I admire her confidence in speaking and in challenging us. She challenged us to bombard her with any words that we think she can't pronounce. She managed to pronounce all. Perfect!! Anyway, I just hope she will be nice till the end of the semester.

Weili went to guitar with me today, thank for her company and I'm entertained. Haha!! She's quite pro in scolding people. GOSH!! She has comments for those whom she just met for only ONCE. And the comments is like super duper long... ADMIRE.... !! :D

Anyway, I went swimming once again today. It has been a long time I have not been to OCC for a swim since school starts. Nice feeling to be back into the pool swimming. No blazing sun, the water is cold. But after finishing a few laps, there is no feeling of cold anymore.

Well, after all these past few days, I seems to be racing with time. Time seems to be insufficient for me. Had not enough sleep, no more play time with my son. Miss home cook food as well. The reason is, no dinner for me. Lunch is eaten out, breakfast is either bread or bun. NO home cook food!!!


Yup. My net was down so I have no connection to update my blog. There seems to be a lot in my mind on what to post here. But my mind is blank now. Rather moody recently. I'm so busy. Yup people might say I bought it upon myself.

Keeping myself busy is a way to spend time, what else should I do during my free time? I'm not like some others who have a boyfriend to spend time with or whatever.. So I gotta find my own entertainment. :D

My swimming speed is making me more demoralised than ever. I have got to hit a male's timing. This is a way to train my own speed. But who can I approach? I feel like I have many friends around me. But when it comes to time that I need someone. I feel like actually, I have not much friends around me.

"You seems to have lost your cheerfullness, I can't see that smile on your face anymore." Someone said this to me. When I think back, indeed. I have lost all these. I appear to have lesser smiles on my face as time passes.

"The one who appear the most cheerful is not the one who is really cheerful!" I agree with this 99.9% They may appear cheerful but deep in their heart. They are the one who are feeling terrible. Problems, stress...? No one knows.

My body seems to be weaker and weaker already. I used to be quite strong. Now, immune system and my body is "hoosh!" Feel like I'm going to be dead. Gastric come and go. I had this horrible pain one night. Wish I could be dead at that moment.

Monday, October 22, 2007

Yesterday was a unlucky day for me! I looked up at the worng schedule. Working at 4pm and ended up thinking that I'm working at 12pm.. Till Jia En Da Ma confirm the schedule. I must have loved working so much, miss many hours of precious sleep. Gosh...

Learnt to wear contact lens. had a hard time putting in. Jocelyn, Jia En and Hui Wen got to force my eyes wide open but still not sucessful. In the end I manage to put in myself at home that night. I look weird with contact lens. Not use to it probably.

Keep seeing wrong things with the contact lens on. Images become blur. Too much moisture in my eyes! Gotta rub it, blink it. Afterall, it is quite comfortable without any glasses on.

This saturday, got to go to my cousin's wedding. Still, have not slim down. Disappointed.. Cannot wear any nice clothings. Wonder what should I wear. Uncles and Aunties are gonna make fun of me for sure! Should I get color contact lens for that day?

HA!! I have in mind how should I style my short hair. But I have yet to try it. I guess I will be quite man with the hair style.