Day 4. Just 4 days passed, 51 more days to go. Counting down day by day, time seems to pass so slow. Nothing to do in this awesome lab with nothing to be done and facing this computer. Task assigned can be done within a day and nothing seems to be entertaining with just and only this computer and some strangers from other courses.
The only best thing is that I can be online for almost half of the days. Msn contacts are the only communicable friends online. Lunch is just 1 hour and then back to this awesome place. This is really a place to emo and reflect. Work wise, it's a place just like library where you can really focus. This is strictly a non-entertainment place, especially for me.
Some take this simply easy, just like holiday. But for me, it is a place of solemn where to you know what will happen next, what tasks are you given and worst of all when will the supervisor's next visit.
I promised I won't break any of the laws. I experienced being jailed, to be jailed in this FYP lab. Boring and disgusted. I admire myself at times why I can stay in this lab so faithfully despite most of the time building sandcastles in the air. The only time I can be myself is every Tuesdays 430pm onwards. Trainings for Napfa. I will survive through FYP!
Girls can't resist good looking guys just like guys can't resist sexy girls. Human nature I guess. Ironically, I was once just like that too. Nothing to be shy about. It's Human Nature. But at times when it's a period for everyone to focus and are stressed, there seems to be no free time to have this human nature, isn't it?
I praised as being strong as my mentality is that women can live without men. Both sexes are equal and I can never ever agree to the mentality that guys are stronger than women! Women can rule the world one day. I believe.
In gym, there are fit women with visible muscles. Women can never have huge muscles like guys, it is God given. But that does not mean women are weak. Some career-minded women can earn more than men, got higher rank and there bound to be men under her. That's enough of it, Yvonne.
Shocked by the statements I made? Not a worry, I have no hatred for men. Just feeling that the world is always judging things by its cover. Aren't we like judging or making a big fuss with God? Ugly or beautiful, smelly or fragrant, slim or fat, weak or strong that's all created and decided by God. If He wants you to be in this way, He will love you.
Please don't give comments like God brings you into this world to suffer, it's unfair. He created you cause He loves you. Obstacles are there to mound you into a better person. So be grateful always.
Always keep you in prayer,
Vone
