Here I am back to my blog. Term break is here again. Which means, nightmare will arrive soon. Projects due, ICA, Quiz, EXAMINATION!!
Then, it's time for attachment and final year project (Which I hated most).
Recently had outing to celebrate Carl's birthday with my former classmates. Everything went well, the only regrets is not everyone showed up. There will still be chance to gather as one again.
This week, 2 movies in a week!! OMG... Unbelieveable....!! First was Sex and the city.. M18, grossed... Moreover, the songs are nice. Next, Kung Fu Panda... Quite kiddish but worth the time watching. Lots of surprises.
Now, I realise how emotional I can be. Just animation can make me shed.. "2 Tears".. Watch Kung Fu Panda and you will know why towards the ending.
This month is rather bad for couples within my circles of friends. From what I have known, 3 couples broke up. Unpredictable and saddening.
The best part of a relationship is when 2 person pledge to commit and being devoted to each other. But on the other hand, the worst part is ending the relationship. They might not be able to be friends again.
That's why I feel unsecure of committing myself in a relationship at this age. This has never been a bother for me when I was young. I feel get along well just be together, don't suit each other just break up.
So I got into relationship without much consideration. But now, there are many things which I would like to think twice before committing. I'm even willing to stay single as long as I live. What causes this sudden change in me?
My parents are fond of asking me about my love life. They even asked me when I plan to get married. My reply was "Not so soon, I have not played enough". And when my mum ask, "Do you have any boyfriend?" or "Do you have any admirers?" And I can only reply with "Admirers I have tons, but Boyfriend is a nono. It's a bother".
I guess they are worried that I might not be able to get a husband or so. That does not bother me anymore. What is love all about?