Yesterday, this person from the swimming club called me up for a trial to see if I am able to get into the swimming club. And I agreed to go for it. Today is the trail and I am going to fight for it!
If I get in successfully, this will be the beginning to pursue my passion. Training will be tough for sure 5 days a week 2 hours per day. And I will have got to leave Guitar for good as the training clashes with it, 630-830pm. Anyway, Lao po will be graduated then.
But what if I can't get through? erh... I will be super sad! Then? Can jump off the building! I trained so hard for it. Swam for few hours practising. And I got so tired!! If practise helps...
Driving yesterday was great, I got to drive in the rain. And that kuku instructor made me make so many RIGHT turn. haha.. It's fun anyway. But after 1 hour of the lesson..... I felt so tired. Almost fell asleep. :X
But I got to survive. After that, Weili called me up for a chat. She will be gone to serangoon. Though both are under the same company, Country Manna. But it is different place. We cannot get to see each other as often anymore.
Lao ma will lose one hardworking waitress, I will lose one best working partner, Joanne will lose one person to make fun, SUNPLAZA MANNA WILL LOSE ONE GOOD WAITRESS!! Why is life so cruel?
Things are often make so cruel that no one can accept at that moment. But we are forced to accept it. If we cannot accept it, we are "weak". If we can, we are "strong". Is it true?
Perhaps it is.
For me? I feel that everything is predestined. Even before we are born we are made to suffer all these suffering we are going through now. Why? Why? We are made stronger this way? True?? False???
We got to face it no matter what. And get on with life. All the best My darling.. Weili.
