I realise that people around me have changed. There is a saying "woman is 善变" But for me, I think man is the most 善变 creature. They are scarier and worst than any woman.
In my class, there are this group of guys, 5 of them. Always sticking together claiming that they have bond and don't wish to be separated. This is kinda selfish, they are strong in Programming. Shouldn't they be splited up into different group so that every group in the class consist of weaks and strongs?
Anyway, this is over. Groups are formed in the first and second week. Also, there is this particular guy in my class. He's active and brilliant. He says think too straight-forwardly that people feel offended sometimes. But he meant no harm.
I think he is a nice guy. Always busy and talk craps. But he can turn craps into reasons. Admire him. But some people just.. I don't know how to say. Just feel they are bias against him. They tends to shoot him directly. Especially the 5 musketeers.
The class is no longer like a class anymore. In semester 1, everyone is together. the most 2 groups. But majority of the class will stick together whenever we go. Like having lunch, slack during our breaks, book a room, book the media room. Now? Split into so many small groups.
We used to have the system of meeting up at the YCK MRT in the morning and walk to class together, late will also late together. Now? No more, one by one, latecomers stroll into class. It used to be one big group. Quite upset about it.
Everyone is thinking for themselves only. What they have in mind is get a high GPA. Yes, GPA is important but isn't friendship important as well? What will we become if we are without friends? Lonely isn't it?
I used to think our class has kinda bonding and I'm blessed to have such wonderful classmates. I'm wrong. It USED to be but not now. Of course, there are some of them who are really wonderful, as helpful as ever. They will help without any complains. Thanks! :D
Today for some reason, I dropped by at the PUB at aliwal ( beach road ) for the first time. I thought it was ok, just another place like a disco environment as shown on television. But no, I was wrong. The atmosphere was terrible. This natural feeling came that makes me feels uneasy there.
I imagined if I visit there oftenly, what will I be like. Smoking? Hosting? Drinking? What will become of me? There was some kind of fear in me. I held on to Weili tightly. She seems to be so natural. My hands are freezing then.
It's noisy and I can't really hear the other party speaking. The place was dim and stuffy. It's not like some other high class pubs. I have no idea how to describe it. But I know I will not want to be there again.
After that, we went out to bugis street to walk around. WOW! The feeling is more relaxed now. Doing everything with a peace in my heart. Feel so good! No fear, no nothing. Comfortable... It is so funny. It seems to be like a KBox kinda place. But why I don't feel the same way when I'm at KBox? Weird...
There is also a pool table. The pub is also similar to the place to play pool. I enjoy being there but not at the pub. Is it because it is a pub? Wonder...
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