Relationship is really a bothersome stuff. It's complicated and also can hurt others a lot. Yes, it can b envious that when you see couples so lovely. But who knows, they have their own problems.
Can anyone wait for the other party of like 2 years or so? When he/she has not been contacting you, neither any news from him/her? No promises is made. Is ok, willing to wait? Fine....
But after all these waiting, suddenly this person whom you are waiting gave you a shock out of your life, misunderstands you. How would you feel? It's devastating! Rotten person is all I can think of to describe that person.
If he/she wants to argue that the other waiting party changed heart by having relationships with others. Why don't he/she thinks about the other person? She needs a shoulder to lie on. When you are nowhere to be seen. How can they blame others and not themselves?
I can feel for her. Being accused by someone you deeply loved. The pain is indescribable. Once it did happened to me. But now, love is nothing to me anymore. Perhaps hurt has numb my feelings.
Time can heal everything but not a broken hearted. Especially love. I hope that this friend of mine will be strong and since she got the answer she waited for 2 years. It's time to realise that he is not worthwhile of her waiting. Let go of him...
I just want to concentrate on being myself and my swimming. I don't want to be like those girls that yearn to have a white horse prince cause it's not realistic. Love is never so simple. It's also a waste of time.
I have got enough hurt. Now I am not going to torture myself with all these hurts but to enjoy single hood as much as I like. :)
Meet up with my aunties and uncles, they will definitely ask if I'm attached. I can say to them: " I don't need any guy. " OMG... How will they react? I'm gonna be a career minded lady in future!! That's my aim.
Haiz.... Feeling bored in this course. Don't have any interest to continue it any further. I want to join the navy. I bet I can never survive sitting in an office in front of the computer. That's not my interest.
I would like to have a job that can travel around or having outdoor activities. Lifeguard, Navy... Seems to suit me more. Regretted taking this course. Can I change course? That's a waste of time and money...
What should I do?
